Silent Friends
2011-07-11, Glentana
Pour out your scales
Throw more fuel on the fire
Spill all your tears on the ground
Your laughter is hollow
And silent the sound
Of the dead who lie under the ground
There they rest easy
And there they rest long
Peaceful with never a care
Just resting in slumber
They pay no attention
To whether or not you are there
There sleeps a fallen young hero
There lies a mother with child
There rests a milkman,
A farmer, a general
Friends till the ending of time
Oh, oh how low
Nothing do they know
When the winds that blow over the ice caps of time
Blow out the candle�s small flame
Oh, oh how low
Long must we wait
Till the sunrise comes and warms up our eyes
And restores the sweet breath to your lives
Foto: Die brons ossewaens by Bloedrivier.
Bloedrivier, Skarlakenrooi
Glentana, 2011-12-16
Skarlakenrooi en droewig diep
Loop stil jou donker water
Waar bloed van duisend dapper helde
Rimpel oor die blou-groen aarde
Oral langs die groot rivier
Vervloei die Zoeloe ryk se droom
Die vrugwater van gebroke nasie
Afgeskep soos melk se room
Roerlings in die digte riete
Wit o� van gewonde kryger
Huiwer net en verwdyn vir ewig
Voor die roer van nog �n ruiter
En hoor jy dan die magtig� dreuning
Wat uitstyg bo die krygsrumoer?
Is daar vir die kinders van die hemel
Na slagting dalk nog lewe oor?
Verweg in die wester-hemel
Verrys die wolke toring-hoog
Die tweede ruiter met sy vlammend� vaandel
Span vir laas sy yster boog
Oor die slagveld daal daar nou �n stilte
Sagkens soos gebreekte koors
Van die trotse regimente is daar nou net
Uitgedroogte beend�re oor
Waar Bloedrivier se water murmel
Daar loop die water nou weer helder
In die blou-groen gras is geen teken meer
Van uitgestorwe helde
Die waens het lankal reeds verrot
Die ruiters het soos mis verdwyn
En min is daar wat hul vandag
Herinner aan hul vaders� pyn
Daardie dag se barendsnood
Was swaar en vol van diepe angs
En die kind wat daar gebore was
Het het jonk gesterwe in die nag
Bloedrivier, o Bloedrivier
Jou vrugwater loop nou helder
Net saans waai nog �n siddering
Oor die blou-groen van jou velde
Photo: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Spitfire_VII_Langley_USA.jpg
Warplane
Glentana, 2010-2011-12-27
It was midnight when they sent for me
To inform me �bout my misery
That a German bomber dropped its load
On my house and I was now alone
So I got into my war-plane
And I wowed I would not return again
Then I flew into the rising sun
To repay the Germans what they had done
When they came out of the morning sky
I just knew I�d watch them fall and die
There were five and I was certain
That my deadly hands would break them
I met the first one, guns a blazing
I watched him peel apart, then fading
To take the second one was easy
Hit him when he couldn�t see me
Then the third one tried to turn and run
He was torn apart while I dove on
I banked hard and faced the fourth one
I was hit before I send him down
Then I watched to see the last one
Slowly turn to face me head-on
So I slowly watched him coming
Welcoming what he was bringing
From a distance I could see that he
Was a young man almost just like me
Thought I had him in my gun sights
Strange I felt that it wasn�t right
So I held fire for the last moment
Even knowing that I�d be broken
In the fire of his machine gun
I saluted and flew straight on
Oh I�m coming home today
Oh I�m coming home today
Photo: a fallen forest giant at Woodville near Hoekwil in the Western Cape.
Death of the Forest King
Glentana 2010-10-17
I watched with fascination
as the axe it was swung
into the forest-king�s side
cutting through his old hide
but there was no blood
and there was no sigh
just the blows of the woodsman
as the forest king died
And no-one had pity
yes and nobody cried
just the leaves that were falling
and the wood chips that flied
and the blows they made music
like the drum beat of a dirge
as the steel sliced through centuries
that numbered time on earth
When the forest king died
it went down with a cry
with a groan from its timbers
it bowed below the sky
where the forest king lied
blinding light it shone through
where mushrooms and ferns once
beside the forest king grew
But the green forest lawn
did slowly turn red
for below the king�s body
the woodsman lay dead
for he did not see
when the old one came down
that his foot was being held
by the forest�s green lawn
So they buried him there
in a box made of wood
from the ribs of the old king
on the place where he stood
and the forest lived on
and it slowly forgot
the name of the woodsman
as the timbers did rot
In the forest of dreams
where a mighty king stood
a new prince is growing
every century a foot
and one day it may be
that the hole in the sky
will be filled by a new king
where the woodsman now lies
Foto: 'n Rooi papawer uit die tuin van Ina Scholtz.
Die re�nboog van Vlaandere
Glentana, 8 Junie 2008.
In Vlaandere l� 'n Boerseun in die nag
Wagtend op die branding van die dag
Hy voel sy lewe kwyn terwyl Europa om hom bloei
En wonder waarmee hy hom hier bemoei�
Daar v�r verby artillerie gedruis
Verwyder van waar die ligfakkels verreis
Sien hy in geestesoog weer in Transvaal 'n re�nboog
En draai sy o� vir 'n oomblik weer omhoog:
�O land, my land, ek kom na jou miskien��
�Hy yl,� se 'n strydbroer, �gee hom nog morfien��
��ek kom na jou miskien, sal ek jou velde weer kan sien�
Ek het my land in stryd getrou gedien��
�O hou my hand, dan vertel ek jou nog eens,
Hoe blom die velde na die lentere�ns��
�My vriend, jy sal die pyn minder voel as ek jou spuit
Hou vas, ons dra jou weldra hiervan uit��
In Vlaandere sterf 'n Boerseun in die nag
Sy laaste asem neem die oggend sag
�Kyk,� merk 'n kameraad, �hy het 'n glimlag nagelaat�
�En waarlik, daar is rus op sy gelaat��
In Vlaandere staan papawers diep en rooi
In Vlaandere l� die velde ryk en mooi
In Vlaandere hang 'n re�nboog oor 'n eensame graf
En tel die jare stelselmatig af�
Foto: My ouma se hande - die tweede laaste keer wat ek haar gesien het.
Laat My Nooit Alleen
8 Maart 2009, Glentana
Gedagtig aan die feit dat my ouma alleen moes sterwe sonder haar vriende of family teenwoordig. Tog het sy die geselskap gehad van haar kamermaat, Tannie Hartjie. Haar metgesel voor haar laaste reis.
Laat my nooit alleen
Sal jy my beween?
As w�reldwysheid kwyn
En elke vriend verdwyn?
Laat jou stem tog hoor
Voor ek rigting verloor
Raak my nog eens aan
Troos daarmee my traan
Ja, nog voor ek groet
Gee my nog wat moed
Kyk, die lig word vaal
Sien, die skadu�s daal
Ek moet groet vir laas
Waarom tog die haas?
Jare is so snel
Op die uurglas afgetel
Foto: My glas wyn, laat een aand in die donker.
�n Rusplek vir die winter
Die winter vind �n rusplek
In die poel van my gemoed
Die kaggelvuur se vlamme
In my wyn, so rooi soos bloed
En iewers in die duister
In die winde wat daar huil
Hoor ek jou saggies fluister
Het ek jou vir d�t verruil?
En die storm wat daar buite loei
Weerklink in my gemoed
En die spyt bruis deur my are
Soos morfien gespuit in bloed
En dit dood my sinne stadig
Dit verdraai my heel verstand
Dit benewel en bedwelm
Tot ek dink ek is bestand
Maar iewers in die duister
In die winde wat daar huil
In die geroep van �n naguil
Uit my hart se diepe kuil
Is dit asof ek jou stem hoor
Of jou naam my lippe roer
Of jou beeld hom skelm en saggies
In my verstand verskuil
En wonder ek of jy nog
Van my bestaan kan weet
Of dalk soos ek ook eenmaal
Van my kon vergeet
Ja mens weet nooit wat jy het nie
Tot jy dit dan eens verloor
Dis eers later dat mens wonder
Wat het jy daarvan oor?
En die spyt wat steeds te laat kom
Is die mens se ruwe lot
Om te faal en om te sukkel
Ons gedrag so heel verspot
Photo: An image from the treches after the battles of the Tugela Heights in 1899.
Now that the Battle is Over
Glentana, 20 July 2009
Now that the battle is over
Now that the damage is done
Now that we�re both bent and broken
Now that we see what we�ve done
Now that we pause and we look behind
To our amazement we find
After all has been said and done
That nobody won!
That nobody won!
That nobody won�
After all that has been said and done
� that nobody won�
Foto: Jan van Reebeeck. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Jan_van_Riebeeck.jpg
Van Riebeeck van die Suiderland
2 April 2006, Johannesburg
Eer die Suid-Oos wind weer kom kennis maak trek Tafelberg weer wit
En die langhaar-man by die venster staan met �n frons-gesig en bid
En die seemeeu draai oor die suiderson en dartel deur die lug
Maar hy steur hom nie aan die kommandeur se moedverlate sug.
�O Maria, O Maria! Hierdie land is vir my te wild;
En saans kan ek nie slaap nie want die donker is te stil��
Waar die volle maan mosa�ek uitslaan deur Javanese-vensterraam
Sit die langhaar-man met jenewer kan en �n olielamp wat brand
Hy skryf �n brief aan sy lieflingsvrou met �n hand wat saggies beef
En die woorde rol om �n inkklad-kol en roep klankloos na haar uit:
�O Maria, O Maria! Hierdie brief sal jy nooit lees.
Ek wil nie met jou deel nie my bekommernis en vrees!�
In die fort word dit stil want dis half-voor-een en die langhaar-man l� op sy arms heen.
Maar die lamp bly brand want die nag is lank toe haar hand oor sy slapende skouer streel.
�O Maria, O Maria!� Lees sy in sy eie hand;
�Ek kan jou nie vertel nie wat in my hart so brand!
My verlange is na Amsterdam maar my hart is in hierdie grond�
My hande reik na grou-Nederland maar my siel reik na Afrika- son!�
In die grou-lumier van die m�re-uur word hy wakker weens die kou
Met �n blou kombers wat sy laasnag weer om sy skouers het gevou
En hy staar na haar wyl die oggend-straal haar marmer-beeld oorspoel
Tevrede in die wete dat sy nou weet hoe hy voel.
Maar Maria, O Maria weet want sy ken haar man se hart;
In Afrika se diepsee l� �n kontinent vol smart.
En eendag as die suiderwind hul huis toe weer moet waai,
Dan weet sy, dat sy hart weer, soos die seemeeu suid sal draai.
En die langhaar-man met sy lieflingsvrou rus nou lank reeds in Nederland.
Maar in die Kompanjiestuin staan sy beeld nog steeds met �n wandelstaf in sy hand.
En hy gee nie om vir die duiwe wat op sy pluim-geveerde hoed,
Kom rus nie want hul wis nie hoeveel vrede dra sy gemoed.
En sy o� staar nou vreedsaam uit want sy hart is hier gerus,
Soos die winde in die berge wat ou Tafelberg kom sus.
Fotos: Die konsentrasiekamp in Irene links, en die konsentrasiekamp begrafplaas in Balmoral regs.
Winternagte, Winterkou
O, winternagte
o koue winterre�n
Stille winternagte
sug die windjie om ons heen
Ho�veldse winde
waai die kille vlaktes oor
Niemand wat die kindjie
se sagte doodsgeroggel hoor
Stil en bleek gesiggie
waarop die kers se skadu�s dans
Buite die doodsengel
wat gereed staan vir sy kans
O winternagte
o sagte gras-gedou
Stille winternagte
Spierwit ryp dit om my nou
Ver oor die deining
word �n sagte sug gehoor
Hoeveel van sy helde
kan �n volk nog s� verloor?
Onderkant die weegskaal
vloei �n dapper held se bloed
Vader het sy kindjie
nog nooit eers kon ontmoet
O winternagte
wat weemoedig deur hul skeur
Stille winternagte
tentdoek kan die dood nie keer
Anderkant die oosterkim
vul �n dreuning heel die lug
Donder perdepote
die kommando is op vlug
En onder in die laagte
l� die grafte in �n ry
Die harte van �n nasie
vir �n pot vol goud verruil
O winternagte
o hoe sag val die kapok
Stille winternagte
ver-af beier �n kerkklok
O winternagte
oor hul grafte spoel die maan
Stille winternagte
hoe lank sal hul kan bly staan?
O winternagte
daar is rytjies vol vars grond
Stille winternagte
algar netjies afgerond
Die Laaste Prisonier
13 November 2000
Dis lank na middernag
Maar ek staan nog hier en wag
Met doodswit vuiste vol van koue staal
Duisend mense in my stad
Maar daar�s nou slegs ene wat
Besef hoe kosbaar tyd nog soms kan wees
Deur die vensters van my sel
Kan ek nog die sterre tel
Maar die ruim begin al stadig reeds verbleek
Dis my laaste lewensuur
Want die son is byna hier
Om die oosterkim met sy strale te glasuur
En ek staan nou hier en dink
Wyl die stad nog vreedsaam blink
Waar is die jare almal heen?
Dat �n onbesonne daad
En �n hart gevul met haat
n Menselewe so maklik kan ontneem?
*
Want ek�s die laaste prisoner
In my laaste lewensuur
By dagbreek moet my lewe eindig hier
En ek staan nou hier en wag
Vir die stewels van die wag
Wat netnou kom om by buite toe te lei
Teen die wit muur sal hy my stel
En �n offisier sal tel
Terwyl die son se eerste strale val
Tegelyk kom daar �n knal
En �n siel wat grond-toe val
Die wrede hart reeds sewe maal deurboor
Ja ek�s die laaste prisonier
In my laaste lewensuur
By dagbreek moet my lewe eindig hier
En ek weet dis feitlik oor
En ek weet ek het verloor
Teen die wit muur word my skuld finaal betaal
Die W�reld is �n Koue Vriend
20 Julie 2009, Glentana
V�r oor die glans van die oseaan
Waar die wind die toekoms inwaai
En verder nog waar die wolke brand
Waar die son sy rus ingaan
En verder as dit waar die volle maan
Sy pad deur die Melkweg los kom slaan
Dis daar miskien, of ek weet ook nie
Waar ek my troos sal vind
Vir �n gebroke hart, �n ingeduikte siel
En verstand wat arm is aan hoop
Maar die w�reld is �n koue vriend
Hy vra nie vrae nie
Hy sluit sy o� en stap dan voort
En so neem die lewe maar sy loop�
Waai wind, waai deur my
Waai deur my by die horison verby
Martha Angeline
1901-1901
Glentana., 2011-09-30
(Martha Angelina Kolbe was die dogtertjie van George Augustus Kolbe en Martha Sophia Klopper. Sy het gesterwe tydens die Tweede Anglo-Boereoorlog in 1901 voor sy �n volle jaar oud was. Sy is vernoem na haar voormoeder, Martha Angelina Van Breda, wat volgens familie legende vernoem was na �n skip.)
Ek stap weer deur die ou kerkhof
Aan�t vleikant van ou Wakkerstroom
Verpoos dan by �n kleine grafsteen
Aan dig-begroeide soom
Uitgebytel in die sandklip
Staan haar naam nog steeds in blom
Martha Angeline Kolbe
Tussen lang gras in die son
Sy�s gebore in die oorlog
Sy�t gesterwe voor die vrede
�n Steen is al wat oor is
Op die kruispad van haar lewe
Ek het jou nooit geken nie
Maar ek het van jou geweet
Want die liefde wat vir jou was
Bly in vertelling nog steeds leef
Angelina jy�t gesterwe
In ons volk se donker uur
Onder dwinglandy en swaarkry
Porselein se dun glasuur
Volgens oorlewering en legende
Is jy vernoem na �n ou skip
Maar jou vaartuig is gesonke
En jou draadjie afgeknip
Angelina jou bloed en myne
Spruit uit een lewensfontein
Dit vloei steeds oor God�s akker
En deurwater nog Sy tuin
Slaap geduldig liewe niggietjie
Want waar jy is, is tyd kort
En eendag voor jou naam verweer het
Sal ons twee verenig word
Al is daar helaas niemand oor nie
Wat jou verlies nog steeds beween
Onthou ek jou en lees jou naam
�Martha Angeline Kolbe, negentien-nul-een�
Photo: Glentana shipwreck.
Rusted Wrecks On Golden Beaches
Glentana 2011-11-16
Your rusted bones and ochered timbers
Upon a golden beach lie cast away
You ran aground at the bleed of dawn
When your anchor�s hold broke off that day
There they robbed you of your pride and honour
Stripped your instruments and spoiled your grace
Then sent it on to the foundry�s oven
Before discarding you to cruel fate
Ancient vessels, wasted carcasses
Upon the dirty rim of ocean�s tide
There they rot and there are eaten
By rust that gnaws through toughened hide
Each year just a little deeper
Every decade several rivets break
Until one day there�ll be nothing over
Of your one inch Sheffield boiler plate
Skeleton ribs with sharp-tipped fingers
Fend like drowning hands against the spray
But with every blow of mighty rollers
More and more flakes fall away
Wrecks and old men, weathered faces
Rust streaked souls and haunted eyes
They melt away with slow decay
And struggle against each bleeding day
But the ocean always wins the battle
Time never fails to claim the prize
And of ships and men there soon will be no
Traces left of forgotten lives
Photo: Blind old beggar., Jusepe de Ribera., c. 1632., WikiPaintings., http://www.wikipaintings.org/en/jusepe-de-ribera/blind-old-beggar
Come on Rich Guy
I saw him sitting crookedly
On a pavement by the street
With an old donation hat that was
Lying somewhere near his feet
And huddled there beside him
He had a little boy
To create a little more sympathy
From the people walking by
He was blowing a recorder
Which he learned to play at school
When he lost his job it was the only thing
He thought that he could do
And as I passed him silently
I looked deep within his eyes
They were sadder than the ocean
They were bluer than the sky
They said �come on, come on, rich guy
Drop a penny in my hat
Come on, come on, rich guy
You might be curious to know that
I once was almost just like you
I used to be a man of means
But all I�m good for nowadays
Is to play recorder in the streets�
I dropped my penny slowly
As it sank towards the floor
I watched it falling silently
Like a flameless shooting star
Then I saw it strike the planet
And I watched it split in two
In the blue sky on the other side
I knew I was a poor man too
He said �come on, come on, rich guy
Drop a penny in my hat
Come on, come, rich guy
Don�t you even know that
It�s the meek that shall inherit
The keys to eternity�s door?
So come on, come on, rich guy
Drop a penny to the floor�
Photo: Billiard players (The drinker)., Honore Daumier., WikiPaintings., http://www.wikipaintings.org/en/honore-daumier/billiard-players-the-drinker
The Bottle of Despair
You didn�t think I�d see your ugly face
But there�s that old smell in the air
You drank another bottle
From the cellar of despair
And in the half-light I can see you now
Where you sit with your hands within your hair
And now and then you steal a glance at me
To make sure I am still there
I know I shouldn�t waste my time on you
But then I figure �what the heck?�
I hardly have much else to do
And besides, you are my only friend
I guess there�s something such as loyalty
Between a man like me and you
And without all your morbid jokes
I sometimes don�t know what I�d do
Old friend you know me well
You�ve seen my ups and downs
Me with my inverted smile
And my gaze upon the ground
Yes I�m sure I�m not the easiest
Of men to be around
But if I had to choose my friends again
You�d beat �em all hands down
Fair weather friends I�ve had enough
They tend to come, then fly away
But you with your old weathered face
You somehow always stay
I�m sorry that I never did
Give you the credit that was due
But at least you were the only one
Who did not drag me down with you
Now as I sit here in my quiet room
I do not need to hear you talk
And when you�ve had enough of me
You do not greet me when you walk
But it least it felt like conversation to me
Even though we did not speak
And I smile when I know you�ll be back
In a day or in a week
When you�re away I smell you still
Your dirty liquor in the cold stale air
And when I look across the room
There waits your empty rocking chair
Yeah nothing is easy these days
Then again, it�s never been
And if I do not lose again
I guess that I will win
Photo: Glentana beach.
The Ocean and the Water
Quietly the ocean whispers
Silently the heavens stare
Violently the swell does heave now
Lifting tufts of your dark hair
"See me now," the wind is growling
"Did you think I'm always calm?
I'll rouse you to violent thunder
When you dance to twilight in my arm"
�Yes!� the waters roar with brazen boldness
�Yes, I'll dance the day with you
And when our passion's long blown over
My soul and I�ll belong to you�
�Dance oh daylight, win me over
Dance through every darkened night
You, the storm, the wind and water
You�re my inner-most delight�
�Whisper softly, shout with passion
Scream your feelings out to me
You�re the hunger and the longing
You�re the ocean life in me�
Photo: Chateau Wood Ypres 1917., Wikipedia., http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Chateau_Wood_Ypres_1917.jpg
The War That Would End All Other Wars
We were young and we were strong and we were brave
So many of us just could not wait
To be sailing away to the killing fields of France
Where thousands of us would find early graves
There was precious little rest or consolation
When my best friend was killed by a mine
And when we shipped his body home in a little wooden box
It was the year of 1939
As I close my eyes I can see it again
We were young men out on a sortie
When a bomb wiped out our entire platoon
Except me in the winter of 1940
Some of us just stopped caring about dying
We saw death as an exit from hell
And sometimes we never even bothered to look
When a comrade right next to us fell
Oh how could I ever begin to explain
How the mud and the cold and the rain
Made a melancholy winter that depressed everyone
Before the spring came in 1941
It was a war that nobody asked for
It was a war in which no one was right
We just did what we were told while we hoped and believed
That the old men who sent us had been right
By the time there were so very many bodies
And we just did not know what to do
We just dumped them in the trenches and then we covered them up
In the summer of 1942
In this time death was our constant companion
And fear clung like rust to our soul
And there were times that I wanted to burrow
In the earth like a frightened little mole
There was a time when we used to dream of medals
We�d be the heroes who would set the world free
But now all of those dreams lay shattered in ruins
Long before we survived 1943
In that year this young boy became and old man
And the next year the old man, he died
Well maybe not his body, but his soul did
When he stopped caring who is wrong and who is right
It was the conflict that had to end all other wars
But by the time of 1944
It was clear that there would be others like this
And that things would go on as before
When it seemed that the war would last forever
That we�d fight until none was left alive
We were told that the old men had finally had enough
That we�d go home before the of �45
So at night I sometimes relive in my dreams
The bullets, the blood and the bombs
It is then that I hope that I will be dead
By the time that the next big one comes
Photo: Battle of Sinop., Ivan Alvazovsky., 1853., WikiPaintings., http://www.wikipaintings.org/en/ivan-aivazovsky/battle-of-sinop-1853
Burning Ships Upon the Water
Glentana 2010-06-17
What do you say when it�s all over?
What do you say when it�s all done?
What do you feel when there�s no reason?
For all that has been said and done?
Burning ships upon the water
Burning images upon my mind
Burning bodies upon the Ganges
Burning watches in the stream of time
So what�s your answer to my question?
What do you have to say to me?
How do I describe the feeling?
When I�m floating on fire and free?
Burning bridges across rivers
Burning ships upon a burning shore
Burning memories, all those memories
Cannot keep them anymore
Foto: Jack Millet as 'n Baba., Wikipaintings., http://www.the-athenaeum.org/people/detail.php?ID=368
Die Simfonie Van Stilte
Slaap maar soet my liefling
Saggies waai die wind
Hoor hom saggies fluister
Rus nou soet my kind
En weet �n stille rustigheid
Daal oor die aarde neer
Maanlig klee in vreedsaamheid
Die velde van die Heer
Juwele van die ewigheid
Skitter in die ruim
En sal Hy om oor jou te waak
Ooit Sy plig versuim?
Nog langer as die rooi planeet
Vurig oor ons brand
Sal Hy steeds vir jou beskut
Veilig in Sy hand
O winternag geduldig
Sal ons op die m�re wag
Verseker in die wete
Van �n nuwe dag
Luister nou my liefling
Hoe die stemme van die nag
In die simfonie van stilte
Vertel van die brekende dag...
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